@miRuLez the SwEetNeSs of LiFe

Hmm… greetings to all once again…. Today just came out from hospital.. gosh i never thought my asthma would be that bad. But thanks god for giving me chances to live my life once again. Well after being hospitalized for 3 days.. I realized life was not that bad. It is all about faith, trust and making your life fun. Again I learn it the hard way. I guess having so many troubles and failures was not that bad. It gives me chances to see things that other people cannot see or experience in life. Sometimes I do feel bad and tend to blame others and sometimes makes bad accusation. But then.. when I sit down and think again, if I did not face this challenges before, I don’t think that I can be as strong as today. After facing lots of critism, death, failure, dissapointment, and loses in my stream of life until today, I believe my core of life has surrounded me.. and with god’s will I may be able to liven up my life again one day. Thanks to my true friends and more importantly my parents and God for giving me chances to feel the dark side of life to prepare my self to face the real life in the future. Life was never meant to be sweet nor beautiful. We are the one who will make the wonders of this world. God never promised us a wonderful life in this blessed earth. But HE promises us with challenges and responsibilities. All of us have the purpose to live and our responsibility is to fulfill the purpose and not to break our promise made when we were born. Serve our purpose well and we will live a happy life forever. Until then.. smile always.. and live life to the fullest with interesting experience. May we meet again. Love to all.. ^_^

Greetings to all !!!
Well I feel a little bit tired today. Too much work to do in Damansara Damai the place where my family business situated.. well it was a big challenges for me.. my first experience being fooled by a new worker who says she is unemployed but actually has her own business behind our back. Of course we are really pissed off.. Alas my dad manage to went undercover and caught her in her premises.. but funny, she did not recognize my father.. it really give me a burst in my stomach.. Get some evidence.. some pictures and tomorrow the big day to sack her out.. phew what a day.. well actually feels a bit lonely tonite.. so i decided to write this poem to all about myself. Sorry since it will be written in Malay.. but don’t worry if i have the time and mood I shall translate it into english.. please do enjoy.. and give some feedback if you wish.. ^_^

Suara Hatiku

Kehidupan ini umpama angin,
mengembara ke segenap ceruk dunia,
adakalanya mengubah alur cuaca,
adakalanya diubah hala tuju,
ada masanya ia penggerak layar,
manakala ributnya membawa bencana.

Suara hatiku berdetik seketika,
pernah akal ini bertanya sekali sekala,
adakah aku ini angin yang menyamankan suasana?
atau datangku memusnahkan segala?
pernah jua aku bertafakur sejenak…
adakah hidupku ini bak angin layar?
atau hembusanku untuk tsunami semata?
begitulah sesaknya arus benak.

Namun aku percaya,
angin yang berhembus ada tujuannya,
Tuhan adalah pencetus segala,
tidak ada yang tinggi akalnya di dunia,
melainkan dari yang Maha Bijaksana,
maka iman di dada berkocak adakala,
hemburan nafsu tak pernah reda,
maka diri terus meronta,
mencari kepulangan angin senja..
yang bertiup, sepoi-sepoi bahasa..

Hati ini semakin reda,
pabila cabaran mampu ku terima,
segala impian bukan lagi mimpi semata,
tetapi kenyataan yang memerlukan usaha,
tidak ku risau apa kata-kata,
dari angin menyapa telinga,
segalanya terungkap bila tiba masa,
akan aku gah di pintu singgahsana..
Maka bangunlah aku dari tidur yang lena.
Begitulah ia, hatiku bersuara..

Salam kasih, salam persahabatan..
Amirul Safuan.

Hello.. hello.. well I guess it takes me a looong time to add new post. Sorry guys.. to be exact, the net was horrible.. and because of that, I was separated far far away in the universe. Hmm now here I am after a long journey to the farthest part of the galaxy, to the outer rim. Well home sweet home to this own blue planet (I mean earth.. not that porn stuff).. The exam for this semester has ended.. well if you ask me how was it? I can say.. urmm.. well.. hmm… it’s fine haha, well I have done my best and lets just let the jury decide. That’s life.. You don’t expect to be living in happiness all the time.. sometime you hate yourself and even you may think that why are you here.. ALIVE!!!!. Well the thing is people always says, lets live life to the fullest.. but sometimes.. we always lives in the foolest, either we aware of it or not. For example I might think people who always hangs out outside.. going here and there are a fools who always wasted their precious time.. but me stuck here doing all of those so called important stuff, the reason?? for a bright future… duh!! thinking of these surely make other living things miserable.. Well the definition of happy life varies from one person to another. Some might feels happy when they have thousands of girlfriends.. some might think collecting porns makes them superb (not to say a casanova) haha.. well to me i think doing things for others, to improves others (although I might lost myself) is the best thing I can do in life.. but telling you the truth, for those who likes pissing me off for sure having a hard time in the future hahaha (am I serious?? naah get that hell feeling out from here). Okay, okay enough of these crappy stuff.. ehem, ehem..

Well right now I AM busy in preparing 2 proposals for 2 major events in my university. I was thankful to god for giving me these opportunities to test my credibility. I was dreaming to become a project director one day and make out the best of it. So the opportunity is here and all I have to do is grab it and give it the best shot. I do hope I can please and improve our IT and IS community  as well to make our organization becomes a leading organization that sets a new trends and example in our university as well to deminishes all negative thoughts about our community (the so called hackers community) So for all IT and IS people, embrace yourself, be mindful and may the force be with you.
[hehe sorry if I sounded like a Star Wars maniac this time which I am].. okay that’s all for now.. see you all later and may god bless you all eternally.. ^_^ signing out..